hais, finally let it out. feel so much better now. designed banners, then went to sleep... couldnt sleep though ): i think coz i couldnt exactly breathe properly TAT. no asthma PLEASE. woke up, felt totally empty. things will get better next year. i'm soft hearted sometimes. rawr. just cant bear to some things. when sch reopens, things will be much bettr. i think i might end up in the arena, coz kc's blog reminded me about the go-arena-do-maths thingy. gonna try do in the afternoon if i feels better. i just feel very depressed, the world 2008 is ending. was planning to amaths all the way till 2009. LOL, mayb i'll love it more. then i can start sending msges~
i never would wanna lose you TAT
*sighs* 2008 was rly eventful. and totally screwed. my results fell like nobody's business. it would be a lie if i said that i'm not disappointed with myself. tried to laugh it off, but oh wells. im rly disappointed with myself. experienced quite a bit. stress, hatred etc. learnt to force myself to not see things in detailed, must rmb to look at the huge picture. i wanna change my life, i wanna do rly well for my O's. if not, i wont be able to face myself. like i was top 40, now? bottom 40.
the year started off pretty well, ended off pretty well. but its rotten in the middle. i guess i dont have to explain.
i wont wanna imagine what will happen 1 year later. guess my eyeballs would be lying somewhere in GESS, coz i cried em out. no, its not funny. i doubt i would be able to accept the fact that im gonna graduate next year.
okays i know this post sounds sad. who would be happy when you're moving on when you're happy down here. mayb im just not being optimistic.
i srsly hope, 2009 would be like my 4th blog url.
. . . . *cough*i want my hug O: and YAY FOR SADOKOKAILING! she saved me from suntanning in the arena. seems like i've started the hugging spree yesterday. IM GONNA ATTACK MORE PEOPLE ON 2nd JAN. MWAHAHHAHAHS!
CURSE ME MORE! i wanna fall horribly ill yay, im sick.
okays. i shall warn you. first half of the post's normal. second half's all rants. yeahs. just wanna let it all out.
couldnt sleep last night. brain flooded with thoughts. morning felt better alrdy... went to meet yanli, then had trg. today's trg kinda slack. started my hugging spreeeeee~ yy kept running away from me. LOL, my old illness. and omg, someone wanna show that he care. seems like, at least to me, it backfires. i pity the poor bamboo pole. hahs. kept venting anger by saying how IT shld be tortured. pull out nails, make deep cuts on hands n feets. pour concentrated acid etc etc... wow, its still not enough. srsly. we were saying we will worship waihan if ___________________________! hahahas, shit is tooo goood! went for lunch with yanli, jinyan, sharon, waihan. i made jinyan cry! HAHHAs, coz she cant stand me alrdy. laugh/cannot stand it till cry. :D the rest wnt for movie. omg. im so tired now. later needa do amaths. im still thinking... if i had selective memory.
*cough* outlet. emo-ed like crazy last night. i wonder how this year will end. treat ppl the way you want them to treat you. i will say that its TOTAL BULLSHIT. i rly wanna tell you how i feel but i can foresee that if i let my heart win my mind, both of us would pretty much end up irritated w/ ea other. im trying hard to look at things from the huge picture but its not exactly working. you know, i feel neglected.thats why i have been ________________. you see, if one has nv been cared for, the person wont know what's neglected. if you hadnt exp the good, you wouldnt know whats bad. i know i cannot blame you, i understand. but im not okay. perhaps i dont exactly accept it. i dont wanna be unreasonable. so yeahs, open bottle cap, pour all emotions and thoughs all in. another reason why im not saying it is that i keep seeing the problem, but i have no idea how to solve it. i doubt you would get it as well. so, shush. next, to that annoying ******. omg, i suppose more ppl know how you earn your nickname huh. hadnt gotten so fuckin pissed for so long. wow YOU CARE! YOU CARE! fuck. if you did, you wouldnt be confused about ___ and ___. one fucking point, cant you go str8 to it? HOW MUCH TREES YOU WANNA KILL HUH? i understand you rly do have the patince to repeat the same bloody thing for million times. but im sorry, i CANT appreciate it. my ears are sensitive to your bullshit. WOW. half-truths huh? just like some ads, no? ya, go on and praise yourself.people have EYES. yeahs, so dont worry, i wont get brainwashed. umhmm you understand us too? either the generation gap is too huge or that its all crap coz it clearly aint true. we know it best coz you say you understand us, wrong?. in case you didnt notice, you kept embarassing yourself (: hahahas! _________ right? fine lor, once ____________, i dont exactly care. i doubt i will come back much :D your problem. coz your so capable mahs. some points you mentioned are so through. i tell you, you're barely translucent, dont talk about being opaque. the poor bamboo pole nearby has to suffer, so i was too HAPPY after _____________________. omg. my throat srsly hurts after ______________. cannot too obvious, though i think it is.
random; here are some cold jokes/qns whatever you wanna call them. most of you know this one:
what does the banana becomes when it falls off a skyscraper. hint: vege!
now there's part 2!
the banana thus walked to the nearest road, lied down beside it and started rolling... what is it now?
hahahs. tag more and i'll blog the answer a few days later. man, im despo for tags .__.
omgomgomgomg. though im down with flu, IM VERY HAPPY :D
couldnt sleep well last night, coz sudden runny nose D: sis kept talking to me. dont let me sleep, she kept guessing, telling me her views n opinions, about how paul and me are related. she's pretty convinced that we're acting. and i nv lie. kept saying 'you totally fail!' and ' ni zhen de ben dao bu neng zai ben! ' (you srsly cant get stupider than this.) i was like waaaaa, when i realised i felt cold but its warm at the same time. to the extent i was perspiring -______- coz i made my bed warm as well. waaa, horrrrrrrrrrrid.
woke up rly tired but earlier, 10mins+ before the alarm rings. so yeahs, woke up, was about to go down when dear smsed me. rly nice timing :D lalala, then walked to sch with him. its been a long long time D: at least a year, to me. hahahhas, it was drizzling, later it rained. was damn damn damn high and happy. amanda was in sch alrdy. didnt expect that, then later jacelyn came too. lols, it was lik only 8.30++ am. watched toc. hahahas. later sharmine come. all reached way before 9am so we started early. nose went crazy.
started trg early. revised FA, did 2 cases. lols. not so good D: but ok for the 1st case. i was like HALT, LOOK OUT FOR FALLING OBJECTS, when the case scene is at the BAR. revised a lil for the roles for home nursing. then did up format.
went to meet sis. hahahhas, omg, lucky i managed to convinced her to go the othr way. if not, i wonder what will she do when she finally meets the person she's curious about. waited for 14 at bus stop. it didnt come, wanted to walk away, it came. went to bmss GO with sis. the security guard kept looking at me -____- i can see via reflections ok! ya, made my sis walk home from BMSS. hahahahs, omg. damn funny. i kept turning and turning, making her walk the long way. sis shouted my name when im near gess. was like wth you did that for. saw edward n ryan on the way. edward came over to tell me the duty stuff. when i turned ard, my sis was like so much further in front -____-
hais hais, im down with flu. gonna drink ginger teaaaaa .___. must get well! OMG, I CANT WAIT FOR SCH REOPEN! coz can see YOU everyday. hahahhas. and whn 2009 starts, i shall start, too, cherish everything around me. hopefully.
omg, someone still owes me a hug. hahahhahahs!
i still have things to post. that is, when i upload photos from my phone. nah, not what you expect.
HAHAHHAS. hehheh, and i did smth silly again, and is gonna do smth silly. hope you find it soon. though i think its kinda predictable. take advantage of opportunities!
omg. this colour is lovely!
argh, stupid blogger. dont let me post this post. maybe it's starting to freeze coz of the coldness :X HAHHAHAS.
omgomgomgomgomgomgomg. i SO SO SO SO SO miss you now.
funny conver with lava last night.
Louiza: (blah blah blah blah) Lava: *sigh* people in love arhs... Louiza: what do have against us huh? *tries to say that atom will lose to molecules sorta thing* Lava: DISPLACEMENT RXN! *both laughs like crazy* Louiza: Go try that someday! Lava: Haha I dont mind. Louiza: It doesnt hurt to!
the rest cannot say. haha.
- restd whole aftrnoon. felt damn recharged n refreshed after this morning :D v long since i last felt that way. finishing chem hw. not that bad. mum was trying to convince me into becoming a teacher XD just imagine what will happen. like ariel lin in TKA?
mum's fren made a... necklace/bracelet for me n sis. okays, im still trying to figure out what is it. LOLS, coz i rarely get in touch with touch stuff.
ツ ' Løµ¡zå - Zå'♥Pø|ë™ ; double10s ;D says: what you wanna know o___0
A good criterion for measuring success in life is the number of people you have made happy says: y got plenty of bf's lol
A good criterion for measuring success in life is the number of people you have made happy says: i*
A good criterion for measuring success in life is the number of people you have made happy says: EVERYTHING!
okays. ツ ' Løµ¡zå - Zå'♥Pø|ë™ ; double10s ;D says: everything contains the letter e v r y t h i n g
ツ ' Løµ¡zå - Zå'♥Pø|ë™ ; double10s ;D says: it means all
part of the conver. LOL. my lameness at work! and lol, now yz has smth to tell section7. according to him, its gonna spread to everyone when joson knows abt it. i guess... its good? hahahhas. it all started from my dp *cough* - WTF?!
Soul Urge: People with the name Louiza have a deep inner desire to use their abilities in leadership, and to have personal independence. They would rather focus on large, important issues, and delegate the details. (im total opp can)
Expression: People with the name Louiza tend to be creative and excellent at expressing themselves. They are drawn to the arts( YES YES YES), and often enjoy life immensely. They are often the center of attention, and enjoy careers that put them in the limelight. They tend to become involved in many different activities, and are sometimes reckless with both their energies and with money.
im gonna finish watching attention please. im watching the Sydney special, alrdy watch the Honolulu one. HAHAHAs it was great.
kept playing ff dissidia against my sis. omg i figured out the controls alrdy. took me long. ya, read kanji n guessed meanings. my aunt and cousin went back to sabah. kinda sad but didnt xactly talked much with them.
had a rly stupid dream. lazy to elaborate.
I DONT WAN 2009. - omg. i want to be killed my curiosity at this moment. wishing im a cat coz confirm can get killed. *cough*curiosity kills the cat*cough* i know im dying but still, im not dead yet! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. damn it. gonna watch tv then do hw. oh ya, yesterday i got so bored that i started watching National Geographic Channel. hahahs, sorta like the channel, but depends what the show. lol, watched the gospel of judas and taboo. omg taboo is like so omg. torturing yourself to prove yourself. like ouch, use axe to hit your back accidentally and the more scars you have, the better it is. lucky i got tired and stopped watching. coz i was kinda hooked on it and some parts of it got disturbing. waaaaaaaaas. i guess my mind wont stop working for quite a while. ITS COMING BACK @.@
distance KILLS. - cant do my chinese compo n letter coz the qns paper poofed. chem paper giving me headaches ): sis made me play audi. omg. i cannot play! used to get like ard 250-300k each game. now i can barely hit 150k. coz cant chance. LOLS. 'I USED TO BE ABLE TO DO IT!' *annoys sis*
hahahs. was sorta arguing with sis, see who the toddler likes more. in the end, if either of us walks away, she'll shriek. played cheat with sis, cousin, and auntie. hahahhas, MY SIS FAAAAAAAAILED. she lost throughout! i won all first except the last round. hahahs, my auntie was reluctant to cheat. played snap, and with my kinda slow rxn, i lost. LOL. woke up at 7.30 to pass siti stuff. went back home and continue sleeping till noon. gonna do hw at about 2. i wan school to start, you know why. BUT I HAVEN FINISH MY HW D: waaaaaaaaa i hate the emptiness a lot a lot.
mayb i shall post a whole list of dedications on 31st. but it wont be nice if i stupidly left out names. 2008 holds way too much memories, so much more eventful than 2007. i dont want it to end, for i fear what's gonna come in 2009. graduation. seperations. - omg. i've finished my eng yesterday. and i've also finally finish my geog and bio hw in 3h. coz i wasnt paying 100% attention when im doing hw. i sorta overdid my bio T^T
im left with: chinse, physics, chem, amaths. im gonna have problems with : physics, chem, amaths.
OH GREAT. now im in the study mood. I LOVE BIOLOGY! WOOOS~ i hate plants though. i feel like doing my hw, but im tired. ahhhhhhhhhs. gonna have hell the next few days. mayb i gonna forcemake some ppl teach me. im trying hard to keep the word COPY away. mayb i shld make icons :D yeaaaaaaaahs. i owe evelyn S.A. ones -
preview: uploaded 13 iconshere of course on my dA account too. but guess you wouldnt wanna see grey boxes eating up my post. neither do i wish to paste 13 diff codes in here. as usual, let me know if you like them/using them. if you find pretty scans/photos of anything which you want it to be iconated, im currently accepting requests :D. contact me via livejournal/tagboard; whichever is convenient for ya~
no, the weather is rly cold today. slacked a lot. finally did hw, I JUST FINISHED ENGLISH. yes, one hour .___. i like to do hw with music, but i'll sing when there's music, so for the first about 20mins i'll be multitasking. latr, i'll just shut up and do my work. gonna rest then start doing geog today. a few qns bahs. will just CRAP. tml will start on Bio. then hmmmms, the day after, mayb chinese? physics n amaths will be last T___T what if i do amaths and lb tells me i needa drop it? I'LL CRYYYY.
295th post. told you i'll use my new blog once this yr ends. its always the same thing, no? gonna look for blogskins thats screaming my name. tata~
MERRY CHRISTMAS~
my cousin and auntie's staying over at my house for say, about one week.
*sis follows me ard* Louiza: what? Sis: you still dunno what im trying to do? Louiza: you're stalking me? Sis: nope *compares her height with mine* Louiza: waaaaaaaa, you grew. go and die!!! Sis: hahahhas, i just wanna be taller than you, that's enough n.n *faints*
she like above my eye level. a few more cm and we'll be the same height. waaaaaaaaaa, I WANNA GROW TALLER, not. :X not saying why. xD yesterday i couldnt stand it so _________. i feel bad ):
times srsly pass so fast. its the end of the year again. i still rmb some things :X but yeahs, shldnt be thinking about this. must be glad that some things happened..
aiya, shld have joined the Secret Santa thingy on dA. I MISSED IT AGAIN THIS YEARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRr.
wanted to submit some stuff on dA coz its christmas. was thinking abt drawing takishima n hikari in christmas mood. hahhas, then i sorta forgot abt it but jonhon reminded me again.. but if i wanna upload, cannot draw on my sketchbook... SOBS* - there's this idiot who called me. i swear we hello-ed and who-are-you-e for at least half a min. total idiot la, he dunno he called the wrong number till i asked what number he dialed, THE NUMBER IS SUPER DIFF FROM MINE. zzz. my poor feet keeps kicking into things.. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh~ i'll be home the whole daaaaaaaaaay. lava's in msia. SIANNNSN. - waaa so lucky la. kicked against smth, hurt my toe. then i hit the tap. my head. ahhhhhhhh, another wasted day ): sunburn! ITS PEEEEEEEEEEEEEELING TAG ppl, TAG - went out and came back coz it was boringggggg. ahhhhhhhhhhh, another wasted daaaaaaaay. my mind's back to normal with random stuff in it. im hungry.
hmmms, chatted with lava till midnight yest. she said she posted the photos, but that was a lieeeeeeeeeee. hais, went sch early. houkiboshi made me high, so i sung all the way to sch. omg, it was damn damn cold throughout the day. ya, didnt take my jacket. went for lunch with yanli after that. mwahaha.
and here, i would like to feature KOH YAN LI :D the POO(H) lover. she was in More than words. yup, she saw a baby in the pram with a fake phone. she took out her phone and said, LET ME CONNECT WITH THE PHOOOOOOOOONEEEEEEE! pwnage! HAHAHAHAHS. she damn cute. then her sis went to find her in popular. wanted to play hide n seek with her sis. but yanli lost xD i dont wish for anything for chirstmas, or its coz i dont celebrate it, therefore no wish? LOL - managed to kill my brain cells by sleeping 2hours straight in the afternoon. i slept too much. now im super blank. theres something im clear of though (:
dad is weird. he told me im not supposed to go out yesterday, and he asked me why i nv go out on chirstmas eve? section7 outing T___T
there's still a long way to go, i strongly believe. heheh, and i realised some things toooo.
im so dead. came home late and dad dun let me go out anymore ): - last night was the first time i fell asleep counting sheeps -___- yes, i was that desperate. woke up early in the morning, go sch for urgent meeting. in the en turn out to be some fancy drill stuff. went home, washed up, went to fareast plaza. waaaa, me nv get lost this time but went early. my feeet was dyingg lava came ltr. walked ard, went to isetan to get tickets first~ watche twilight, siti, syu n joel seet came later. the movie is alright~ at th start i was like, why so looooooong. and when it ended, i was like, IT ENDED? it sucks when you cant catch words with ears. walked ard, took some grp photos. AND JOEL SEET FEARS MIRROR XD hahahs. lazy elaborate.
intake06~
reached home at about 5am this morning. went to sleep. hais, a few attacks of sleep paralysis in a row. went for intake 06 outing.. lols, went sentosa, played frisbee,volleyball both on land n watr. the waves were fun. 'let's float' had to go back earlier coz mum started nagging. photos are all, i think, with eh, benjamin. yup. omg. im burnt ): i dont feel very well also. argh, so many things to do.. just dont feel like blogging. i can knock my head and knee against the side of the bed 3 times in a night -___- had a rly bad scare yestrday... i was playing with my hp, then when i turn back. i was like, just right in front of some steps. lik wtf, could've just slipped and injured myself. lol, of course, ha a few blueblacks, some abrasions, and slightly sprained wrist and feet after today.. ): just feel damn damn damn empty. my throat hurts too, from the screaming -____- then when i cheer, my voice's ok. cannot talk much. perhaps, i've givn up doing so. i shldnt be saying this but... 2 days ago :/ not related to posts. just yeahs.
have not been experiencing much emotions this week. Like ya, wood, no emotions. But i'm back to normal. No appetite, not enough sleep :( Haha. Yesh. Sorta, last night,Bothered coz of yesterday's sound therapy sorta thingy. Omg. The sound wave.. Gonna go back home today, reaching tml.. Hais.. A bit deaf :(
throw everything, just run
hmm. Ya. Having lunch. Or shld i say had lunch. Been pretty carefree this week, just attend the lessons from 9am to 9pm since 16th.. Tml's last day, and half day too.. The thing that i managed to put aside, came back. And it sucks, guess i've to settle it soon :( shows that, by forgetting something doesn't mean it doesn't matter anymore. Just merely running away. Has been running and lol, ya. Knowing how life works etc, i still have difficulties applyin it. Like got theory, but practical sucks. Whatevers. Couldn't sleep last night, sorta bothered coz 'he' is still there.. Gonna settle it today, hopefully. No more promises, no more reasons to appear anymore. I'm not like blogging the whole thing in detail coz most of you, readers, will think i'm some crazy person that has escaped from mental hospital, crapping and seeing hallucinations. Lol. Ask me if you wanna know?
blah. Headache, light headed, pretty warm temperature. Argh. And i ordered curry ban mian, which seems like super hot. Just now felt floaty, just pray i don't get knocked down by car :X
those stuff? Yes, those stuff.
so ya. My lunch break's now. Had my food, now sitting and using internet, like duh! Lazy to talk abt lesson. Read the title of this entry, it answers your doubt i guess.. Last night, still haunt me, but its like, i know it hates me, rly deep but at the same time, there's still some understanding and care. Ya, amazingly.. And seems like i know who is it. Slept well yesterday, like the previous night before, i bought rubbish food and had them before i slept. Was rly cold last night. Moved my stuff to the hotel to stay with mum. A few more days to home :) My practice partner has got last minute meeting.. So i asked my mum to help me settle THAT problem, i know it needs more time, but at least understand it. Ya, wasn't so scared of IT after letting out those shrieks and feelings of fear sorta thing. Rly trembled like crazy.. Lol. They feel so real. Am i scaring you? Realised i love theory a lot, more than practicals. Haha. More of a i love books person :D Staying with mum means i can go hunt for food with her at night. Coz the area we're in its like a whole area of shop-offices. And i 'll be able to use laptop.. Lol. Then can send emails.. Gonna go bloghopping.. And dar didn't receive my smses TAT stupid line.. This would mean others also nv receive =.= Been taking the stairs if possible these days. Haha..
300;
I rly love this skin but oh wells, 300!
relink me, minnaaaaaaaaaaaa!
things were going left; its time for all to go right!
hais, finally let it out. feel so much better now. designed banners, then went to sleep... couldnt sleep though ): i think coz i couldnt exactly breathe properly TAT. no asthma PLEASE. woke up, felt totally empty. things will get better next year. i'm soft hearted sometimes. rawr. just cant bear to some things. when sch reopens, things will be much bettr. i think i might end up in the arena, coz kc's blog reminded me about the go-arena-do-maths thingy. gonna try do in the afternoon if i feels better. i just feel very depressed, the world 2008 is ending. was planning to amaths all the way till 2009. LOL, mayb i'll love it more. then i can start sending msges~
i never would wanna lose you TAT
*sighs* 2008 was rly eventful. and totally screwed. my results fell like nobody's business. it would be a lie if i said that i'm not disappointed with myself. tried to laugh it off, but oh wells. im rly disappointed with myself. experienced quite a bit. stress, hatred etc. learnt to force myself to not see things in detailed, must rmb to look at the huge picture. i wanna change my life, i wanna do rly well for my O's. if not, i wont be able to face myself. like i was top 40, now? bottom 40.
the year started off pretty well, ended off pretty well. but its rotten in the middle. i guess i dont have to explain.
i wont wanna imagine what will happen 1 year later. guess my eyeballs would be lying somewhere in GESS, coz i cried em out. no, its not funny. i doubt i would be able to accept the fact that im gonna graduate next year.
okays i know this post sounds sad. who would be happy when you're moving on when you're happy down here. mayb im just not being optimistic.
i srsly hope, 2009 would be like my 4th blog url.
. . . . *cough*i want my hug O: and YAY FOR SADOKOKAILING! she saved me from suntanning in the arena. seems like i've started the hugging spree yesterday. IM GONNA ATTACK MORE PEOPLE ON 2nd JAN. MWAHAHHAHAHS!
CURSE ME MORE! i wanna fall horribly ill yay, im sick.
okays. i shall warn you. first half of the post's normal. second half's all rants. yeahs. just wanna let it all out.
couldnt sleep last night. brain flooded with thoughts. morning felt better alrdy... went to meet yanli, then had trg. today's trg kinda slack. started my hugging spreeeeee~ yy kept running away from me. LOL, my old illness. and omg, someone wanna show that he care. seems like, at least to me, it backfires. i pity the poor bamboo pole. hahs. kept venting anger by saying how IT shld be tortured. pull out nails, make deep cuts on hands n feets. pour concentrated acid etc etc... wow, its still not enough. srsly. we were saying we will worship waihan if ___________________________! hahahas, shit is tooo goood! went for lunch with yanli, jinyan, sharon, waihan. i made jinyan cry! HAHHAs, coz she cant stand me alrdy. laugh/cannot stand it till cry. :D the rest wnt for movie. omg. im so tired now. later needa do amaths. im still thinking... if i had selective memory.
*cough* outlet. emo-ed like crazy last night. i wonder how this year will end. treat ppl the way you want them to treat you. i will say that its TOTAL BULLSHIT. i rly wanna tell you how i feel but i can foresee that if i let my heart win my mind, both of us would pretty much end up irritated w/ ea other. im trying hard to look at things from the huge picture but its not exactly working. you know, i feel neglected.thats why i have been ________________. you see, if one has nv been cared for, the person wont know what's neglected. if you hadnt exp the good, you wouldnt know whats bad. i know i cannot blame you, i understand. but im not okay. perhaps i dont exactly accept it. i dont wanna be unreasonable. so yeahs, open bottle cap, pour all emotions and thoughs all in. another reason why im not saying it is that i keep seeing the problem, but i have no idea how to solve it. i doubt you would get it as well. so, shush. next, to that annoying ******. omg, i suppose more ppl know how you earn your nickname huh. hadnt gotten so fuckin pissed for so long. wow YOU CARE! YOU CARE! fuck. if you did, you wouldnt be confused about ___ and ___. one fucking point, cant you go str8 to it? HOW MUCH TREES YOU WANNA KILL HUH? i understand you rly do have the patince to repeat the same bloody thing for million times. but im sorry, i CANT appreciate it. my ears are sensitive to your bullshit. WOW. half-truths huh? just like some ads, no? ya, go on and praise yourself.people have EYES. yeahs, so dont worry, i wont get brainwashed. umhmm you understand us too? either the generation gap is too huge or that its all crap coz it clearly aint true. we know it best coz you say you understand us, wrong?. in case you didnt notice, you kept embarassing yourself (: hahahas! _________ right? fine lor, once ____________, i dont exactly care. i doubt i will come back much :D your problem. coz your so capable mahs. some points you mentioned are so through. i tell you, you're barely translucent, dont talk about being opaque. the poor bamboo pole nearby has to suffer, so i was too HAPPY after _____________________. omg. my throat srsly hurts after ______________. cannot too obvious, though i think it is.
random; here are some cold jokes/qns whatever you wanna call them. most of you know this one:
what does the banana becomes when it falls off a skyscraper. hint: vege!
now there's part 2!
the banana thus walked to the nearest road, lied down beside it and started rolling... what is it now?
hahahs. tag more and i'll blog the answer a few days later. man, im despo for tags .__.
omgomgomgomg. though im down with flu, IM VERY HAPPY :D
couldnt sleep well last night, coz sudden runny nose D: sis kept talking to me. dont let me sleep, she kept guessing, telling me her views n opinions, about how paul and me are related. she's pretty convinced that we're acting. and i nv lie. kept saying 'you totally fail!' and ' ni zhen de ben dao bu neng zai ben! ' (you srsly cant get stupider than this.) i was like waaaaa, when i realised i felt cold but its warm at the same time. to the extent i was perspiring -______- coz i made my bed warm as well. waaa, horrrrrrrrrrrid.
woke up rly tired but earlier, 10mins+ before the alarm rings. so yeahs, woke up, was about to go down when dear smsed me. rly nice timing :D lalala, then walked to sch with him. its been a long long time D: at least a year, to me. hahahhas, it was drizzling, later it rained. was damn damn damn high and happy. amanda was in sch alrdy. didnt expect that, then later jacelyn came too. lols, it was lik only 8.30++ am. watched toc. hahahas. later sharmine come. all reached way before 9am so we started early. nose went crazy.
started trg early. revised FA, did 2 cases. lols. not so good D: but ok for the 1st case. i was like HALT, LOOK OUT FOR FALLING OBJECTS, when the case scene is at the BAR. revised a lil for the roles for home nursing. then did up format.
went to meet sis. hahahhas, omg, lucky i managed to convinced her to go the othr way. if not, i wonder what will she do when she finally meets the person she's curious about. waited for 14 at bus stop. it didnt come, wanted to walk away, it came. went to bmss GO with sis. the security guard kept looking at me -____- i can see via reflections ok! ya, made my sis walk home from BMSS. hahahahs, omg. damn funny. i kept turning and turning, making her walk the long way. sis shouted my name when im near gess. was like wth you did that for. saw edward n ryan on the way. edward came over to tell me the duty stuff. when i turned ard, my sis was like so much further in front -____-
hais hais, im down with flu. gonna drink ginger teaaaaa .___. must get well! OMG, I CANT WAIT FOR SCH REOPEN! coz can see YOU everyday. hahahhas. and whn 2009 starts, i shall start, too, cherish everything around me. hopefully.
omg, someone still owes me a hug. hahahhahahs!
i still have things to post. that is, when i upload photos from my phone. nah, not what you expect.
HAHAHHAS. hehheh, and i did smth silly again, and is gonna do smth silly. hope you find it soon. though i think its kinda predictable. take advantage of opportunities!
omg. this colour is lovely!
argh, stupid blogger. dont let me post this post. maybe it's starting to freeze coz of the coldness :X HAHHAHAS.
omgomgomgomgomgomgomg. i SO SO SO SO SO miss you now.
funny conver with lava last night.
Louiza: (blah blah blah blah) Lava: *sigh* people in love arhs... Louiza: what do have against us huh? *tries to say that atom will lose to molecules sorta thing* Lava: DISPLACEMENT RXN! *both laughs like crazy* Louiza: Go try that someday! Lava: Haha I dont mind. Louiza: It doesnt hurt to!
the rest cannot say. haha.
- restd whole aftrnoon. felt damn recharged n refreshed after this morning :D v long since i last felt that way. finishing chem hw. not that bad. mum was trying to convince me into becoming a teacher XD just imagine what will happen. like ariel lin in TKA?
mum's fren made a... necklace/bracelet for me n sis. okays, im still trying to figure out what is it. LOLS, coz i rarely get in touch with touch stuff.
ツ ' Løµ¡zå - Zå'♥Pø|ë™ ; double10s ;D says: what you wanna know o___0
A good criterion for measuring success in life is the number of people you have made happy says: y got plenty of bf's lol
A good criterion for measuring success in life is the number of people you have made happy says: i*
A good criterion for measuring success in life is the number of people you have made happy says: EVERYTHING!
okays. ツ ' Løµ¡zå - Zå'♥Pø|ë™ ; double10s ;D says: everything contains the letter e v r y t h i n g
ツ ' Løµ¡zå - Zå'♥Pø|ë™ ; double10s ;D says: it means all
part of the conver. LOL. my lameness at work! and lol, now yz has smth to tell section7. according to him, its gonna spread to everyone when joson knows abt it. i guess... its good? hahahhas. it all started from my dp *cough* - WTF?!
Soul Urge: People with the name Louiza have a deep inner desire to use their abilities in leadership, and to have personal independence. They would rather focus on large, important issues, and delegate the details. (im total opp can)
Expression: People with the name Louiza tend to be creative and excellent at expressing themselves. They are drawn to the arts( YES YES YES), and often enjoy life immensely. They are often the center of attention, and enjoy careers that put them in the limelight. They tend to become involved in many different activities, and are sometimes reckless with both their energies and with money.
im gonna finish watching attention please. im watching the Sydney special, alrdy watch the Honolulu one. HAHAHAs it was great.
kept playing ff dissidia against my sis. omg i figured out the controls alrdy. took me long. ya, read kanji n guessed meanings. my aunt and cousin went back to sabah. kinda sad but didnt xactly talked much with them.
had a rly stupid dream. lazy to elaborate.
I DONT WAN 2009. - omg. i want to be killed my curiosity at this moment. wishing im a cat coz confirm can get killed. *cough*curiosity kills the cat*cough* i know im dying but still, im not dead yet! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. damn it. gonna watch tv then do hw. oh ya, yesterday i got so bored that i started watching National Geographic Channel. hahahs, sorta like the channel, but depends what the show. lol, watched the gospel of judas and taboo. omg taboo is like so omg. torturing yourself to prove yourself. like ouch, use axe to hit your back accidentally and the more scars you have, the better it is. lucky i got tired and stopped watching. coz i was kinda hooked on it and some parts of it got disturbing. waaaaaaaaas. i guess my mind wont stop working for quite a while. ITS COMING BACK @.@
distance KILLS. - cant do my chinese compo n letter coz the qns paper poofed. chem paper giving me headaches ): sis made me play audi. omg. i cannot play! used to get like ard 250-300k each game. now i can barely hit 150k. coz cant chance. LOLS. 'I USED TO BE ABLE TO DO IT!' *annoys sis*
hahahs. was sorta arguing with sis, see who the toddler likes more. in the end, if either of us walks away, she'll shriek. played cheat with sis, cousin, and auntie. hahahhas, MY SIS FAAAAAAAAILED. she lost throughout! i won all first except the last round. hahahs, my auntie was reluctant to cheat. played snap, and with my kinda slow rxn, i lost. LOL. woke up at 7.30 to pass siti stuff. went back home and continue sleeping till noon. gonna do hw at about 2. i wan school to start, you know why. BUT I HAVEN FINISH MY HW D: waaaaaaaaa i hate the emptiness a lot a lot.
mayb i shall post a whole list of dedications on 31st. but it wont be nice if i stupidly left out names. 2008 holds way too much memories, so much more eventful than 2007. i dont want it to end, for i fear what's gonna come in 2009. graduation. seperations. - omg. i've finished my eng yesterday. and i've also finally finish my geog and bio hw in 3h. coz i wasnt paying 100% attention when im doing hw. i sorta overdid my bio T^T
im left with: chinse, physics, chem, amaths. im gonna have problems with : physics, chem, amaths.
OH GREAT. now im in the study mood. I LOVE BIOLOGY! WOOOS~ i hate plants though. i feel like doing my hw, but im tired. ahhhhhhhhhs. gonna have hell the next few days. mayb i gonna forcemake some ppl teach me. im trying hard to keep the word COPY away. mayb i shld make icons :D yeaaaaaaaahs. i owe evelyn S.A. ones -
preview: uploaded 13 iconshere of course on my dA account too. but guess you wouldnt wanna see grey boxes eating up my post. neither do i wish to paste 13 diff codes in here. as usual, let me know if you like them/using them. if you find pretty scans/photos of anything which you want it to be iconated, im currently accepting requests :D. contact me via livejournal/tagboard; whichever is convenient for ya~
no, the weather is rly cold today. slacked a lot. finally did hw, I JUST FINISHED ENGLISH. yes, one hour .___. i like to do hw with music, but i'll sing when there's music, so for the first about 20mins i'll be multitasking. latr, i'll just shut up and do my work. gonna rest then start doing geog today. a few qns bahs. will just CRAP. tml will start on Bio. then hmmmms, the day after, mayb chinese? physics n amaths will be last T___T what if i do amaths and lb tells me i needa drop it? I'LL CRYYYY.
295th post. told you i'll use my new blog once this yr ends. its always the same thing, no? gonna look for blogskins thats screaming my name. tata~
MERRY CHRISTMAS~
my cousin and auntie's staying over at my house for say, about one week.
*sis follows me ard* Louiza: what? Sis: you still dunno what im trying to do? Louiza: you're stalking me? Sis: nope *compares her height with mine* Louiza: waaaaaaaa, you grew. go and die!!! Sis: hahahhas, i just wanna be taller than you, that's enough n.n *faints*
she like above my eye level. a few more cm and we'll be the same height. waaaaaaaaaa, I WANNA GROW TALLER, not. :X not saying why. xD yesterday i couldnt stand it so _________. i feel bad ):
times srsly pass so fast. its the end of the year again. i still rmb some things :X but yeahs, shldnt be thinking about this. must be glad that some things happened..
aiya, shld have joined the Secret Santa thingy on dA. I MISSED IT AGAIN THIS YEARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRr.
wanted to submit some stuff on dA coz its christmas. was thinking abt drawing takishima n hikari in christmas mood. hahhas, then i sorta forgot abt it but jonhon reminded me again.. but if i wanna upload, cannot draw on my sketchbook... SOBS* - there's this idiot who called me. i swear we hello-ed and who-are-you-e for at least half a min. total idiot la, he dunno he called the wrong number till i asked what number he dialed, THE NUMBER IS SUPER DIFF FROM MINE. zzz. my poor feet keeps kicking into things.. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh~ i'll be home the whole daaaaaaaaaay. lava's in msia. SIANNNSN. - waaa so lucky la. kicked against smth, hurt my toe. then i hit the tap. my head. ahhhhhhhh, another wasted day ): sunburn! ITS PEEEEEEEEEEEEEELING TAG ppl, TAG - went out and came back coz it was boringggggg. ahhhhhhhhhhh, another wasted daaaaaaaay. my mind's back to normal with random stuff in it. im hungry.
hmmms, chatted with lava till midnight yest. she said she posted the photos, but that was a lieeeeeeeeeee. hais, went sch early. houkiboshi made me high, so i sung all the way to sch. omg, it was damn damn cold throughout the day. ya, didnt take my jacket. went for lunch with yanli after that. mwahaha.
and here, i would like to feature KOH YAN LI :D the POO(H) lover. she was in More than words. yup, she saw a baby in the pram with a fake phone. she took out her phone and said, LET ME CONNECT WITH THE PHOOOOOOOOONEEEEEEE! pwnage! HAHAHAHAHS. she damn cute. then her sis went to find her in popular. wanted to play hide n seek with her sis. but yanli lost xD i dont wish for anything for chirstmas, or its coz i dont celebrate it, therefore no wish? LOL - managed to kill my brain cells by sleeping 2hours straight in the afternoon. i slept too much. now im super blank. theres something im clear of though (:
dad is weird. he told me im not supposed to go out yesterday, and he asked me why i nv go out on chirstmas eve? section7 outing T___T
there's still a long way to go, i strongly believe. heheh, and i realised some things toooo.
im so dead. came home late and dad dun let me go out anymore ): - last night was the first time i fell asleep counting sheeps -___- yes, i was that desperate. woke up early in the morning, go sch for urgent meeting. in the en turn out to be some fancy drill stuff. went home, washed up, went to fareast plaza. waaaa, me nv get lost this time but went early. my feeet was dyingg lava came ltr. walked ard, went to isetan to get tickets first~ watche twilight, siti, syu n joel seet came later. the movie is alright~ at th start i was like, why so looooooong. and when it ended, i was like, IT ENDED? it sucks when you cant catch words with ears. walked ard, took some grp photos. AND JOEL SEET FEARS MIRROR XD hahahs. lazy elaborate.
intake06~
reached home at about 5am this morning. went to sleep. hais, a few attacks of sleep paralysis in a row. went for intake 06 outing.. lols, went sentosa, played frisbee,volleyball both on land n watr. the waves were fun. 'let's float' had to go back earlier coz mum started nagging. photos are all, i think, with eh, benjamin. yup. omg. im burnt ): i dont feel very well also. argh, so many things to do.. just dont feel like blogging. i can knock my head and knee against the side of the bed 3 times in a night -___- had a rly bad scare yestrday... i was playing with my hp, then when i turn back. i was like, just right in front of some steps. lik wtf, could've just slipped and injured myself. lol, of course, ha a few blueblacks, some abrasions, and slightly sprained wrist and feet after today.. ): just feel damn damn damn empty. my throat hurts too, from the screaming -____- then when i cheer, my voice's ok. cannot talk much. perhaps, i've givn up doing so. i shldnt be saying this but... 2 days ago :/ not related to posts. just yeahs.
have not been experiencing much emotions this week. Like ya, wood, no emotions. But i'm back to normal. No appetite, not enough sleep :( Haha. Yesh. Sorta, last night,Bothered coz of yesterday's sound therapy sorta thingy. Omg. The sound wave.. Gonna go back home today, reaching tml.. Hais.. A bit deaf :(
throw everything, just run
hmm. Ya. Having lunch. Or shld i say had lunch. Been pretty carefree this week, just attend the lessons from 9am to 9pm since 16th.. Tml's last day, and half day too.. The thing that i managed to put aside, came back. And it sucks, guess i've to settle it soon :( shows that, by forgetting something doesn't mean it doesn't matter anymore. Just merely running away. Has been running and lol, ya. Knowing how life works etc, i still have difficulties applyin it. Like got theory, but practical sucks. Whatevers. Couldn't sleep last night, sorta bothered coz 'he' is still there.. Gonna settle it today, hopefully. No more promises, no more reasons to appear anymore. I'm not like blogging the whole thing in detail coz most of you, readers, will think i'm some crazy person that has escaped from mental hospital, crapping and seeing hallucinations. Lol. Ask me if you wanna know?
blah. Headache, light headed, pretty warm temperature. Argh. And i ordered curry ban mian, which seems like super hot. Just now felt floaty, just pray i don't get knocked down by car :X
those stuff? Yes, those stuff.
so ya. My lunch break's now. Had my food, now sitting and using internet, like duh! Lazy to talk abt lesson. Read the title of this entry, it answers your doubt i guess.. Last night, still haunt me, but its like, i know it hates me, rly deep but at the same time, there's still some understanding and care. Ya, amazingly.. And seems like i know who is it. Slept well yesterday, like the previous night before, i bought rubbish food and had them before i slept. Was rly cold last night. Moved my stuff to the hotel to stay with mum. A few more days to home :) My practice partner has got last minute meeting.. So i asked my mum to help me settle THAT problem, i know it needs more time, but at least understand it. Ya, wasn't so scared of IT after letting out those shrieks and feelings of fear sorta thing. Rly trembled like crazy.. Lol. They feel so real. Am i scaring you? Realised i love theory a lot, more than practicals. Haha. More of a i love books person :D Staying with mum means i can go hunt for food with her at night. Coz the area we're in its like a whole area of shop-offices. And i 'll be able to use laptop.. Lol. Then can send emails.. Gonna go bloghopping.. And dar didn't receive my smses TAT stupid line.. This would mean others also nv receive =.= Been taking the stairs if possible these days. Haha..
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